Wednesday, August 20, 2008

And So It Begins

Well, school is still almost two weeks away and it has already begun.
What? School? No. The idiocy.
If you recall earlier this year, I butt heads with some of my classmate who apparently think I can (and want) to run the world myself. Now all I've wanted since I got into this program was to be the best midwifery student and then midwife, I could be (I try not to sing "In the army" after saying that, remember, "be, all that you can be, in the army") and, if I could, make the program a little kinder to the people coming in.
Some of my classmates have motivations that are considerably less munificient (not that I am the Mother Theresa of Midwifery) but these guys are out for two things it seems - popularity and attention (isn't high school over?). So when I come along, doing all kinds of extra stuff (I know, I'm awful) and getting good marks (still can't figure out how that happened) they get a little squirmy and start devising ways of taking the wind out of my sails. I know, I sound paranoid, but my friends in that class have left meetings fuming over their behaviour so I know I'm not nuts (at least, not that way).
Most of the summer I've managed to forget/block out all that nonsense. Until now. It's already started again I'm afraid.
I was so convinced that people in a program like this wouldn't fall prey to such juvenile tactics, but it is just as clique-y as ever it was in high school. The problem is that now I'm an adult. I don't go around swearing at people and flipping them off. I can't. I know now that it is a small world after all and that burning bridges today can make for some very awkward moments later when God/fate/the universe throws you together for fun with someone you can't stand.
So wish me luck this year as I go off to do battle again. Not with pharmacology or the anatomy lab, but with the crazy people I have to go to school with.
&#*$@!

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