For those of you who knit, I have started another blog to do with knitting alone. It's called the Half-Newfoundlander Knitter.
Today was a good day. I went out with Mom 2 (my aunt, but more like another Mom) and we had a very hilarious and fun-filled day. Even my Uncle, who was down in the dumps, got caught up in our silliness for a moment.
I'm finding it hard to adjust to not being in school. I'm constantly thinking of what my (former) classmates are doing and learning and feeling envious and sad. I guess I just have to rebuild my life without school for the time being. The saddest part of all is that I don't really even want to speak to my friends because I know they are going on without me and while I don't feel resentful, I still don't want to hear anything about their experiences in placement. Isn't that horrible?
Are you tired of hearing about this? Because I'm tired of thinking about it.
I did get a toolbox today for my knitting supplies so I don't have to dig through everything to find my crochet hook when I've dropped a stitch, but that's a story for the other blog.
3 comments:
So glad you had a good day!! Silliness is sometimes the best medicine.
I understand not wanting to talk about it. Take your time and hopefully you can think of something else for awhile.
I don't think it is horrible of you to feel that way at all. It would be hard to be in your shoes. You wanted so badly to move on, it just wasn't the right time for you right now. You have every right to feel the way you do. Before you know it, you will be back in school and finishing up. Hang in there.
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